how do you feel about nostalgia?
i'm feeling it right now as i sit in my 3 and a half hour night class, being re-taught excel solver in a less effective manner than when i was originally taught at IU.
i remember the group that helped me & laughed with me, we were on top of things & hardly ever procrastinated.
sometimes i feel like i live in a world of constant memories. thoughts move from yesterday to last winter to five years ago. it makes the future seem unattainable. i'm twenty years old and my past is expansive. i find myself thinking oh god in ten years i'll be thirty. i sound like a forty year old.
sometimes nostalgia is just what you need though. i love when a song takes me back. nsync, britney spears, christina aguilera, hansen <--eight years old, my front yard with my next door neighbors, making up dance routines for an invisible audience.
there should always be room for new too.
especially in fruit form.
plumcot. yep found this baby at whole foods. looks exactly like a purple apricot on the outside. so delicious.
FIG. i overheard someone talking about figs when i was paying & i could not leave without checking for them. sure 8oz is 5 dollars. but you best believe i waiting in line again to buy them. my excitement mortified my younger sister.
i hope today was a beautiful day where you are. it was here. i went outside to get out of my apartment & return some stuffs to urban. soon i found myself wandering around clifton phone-less & ipod-less. i just looked around. i did have my camera.
this is clifton. i find it interesting.
saint george church. i don't think it holds service anymore but, i do see the homeless man who sleeps on the steps more than i see my friends.
are you nostalgic? do you have memories that often repeat?
do you ever find yourself free?
when i walking around i was free for moments. it wasn't constant, but it was there.